Monday, October 28, 2019

THE WINDOW.

THE WINDOW

As we grow old together, I am constantly aware
that you do not like me,
you never did, and you are only here for food
and a blanket.

We park you in front of the window so you can
sit and look out,
but that's not what you want to do.

You want to be a fisherman or an aviator,
and I cannot let you have both-for, out of fear of flying,
I have found myself yearning for my foot on
the soft earth.

I have found myself waiting for you to come
to me in the dark of the night, your footfalls
on the wood,
but yet you never come. You never please me.

Yet you are always watching, gazing out the window
as if deep in thought.

The Dawn That Fills the World.

The Dawn That Fills the World

The spot between a rock and a hard
place is where I want to be right now.
In the middle of it all, in between it all.
Just like something out of a horror movie.

I guess nothing makes much sense right now,
but in time, it will, just like the sun will rise
over the earth each day,
and the night will melt with dew.

The seasons will change. Day to day, everything
changes at the heart of the world,
and the world is at the heart of it all.
We are one. We are the earth.

The soil rises up out of the darkness like a song,
rises up, the flower pushes past its roots
and sings to the dawn that fills the world.

Saturday, October 05, 2019

I AM A WHOLE BIRD.

The moon goes round the sun.
In bitter reverie.

I am a whole bird,
trying to stay free.

Caught in mid-flight,
I don't know where to turn.

I wish to go out tonight,
it is what I yearn.

Moonbird, moonbird,
you flock the world,

gentle word,
feathers unfurled.

Thursday, October 03, 2019

I KNOW WHAT I KNOW.

So I know what I know
is a feeling that I know
in my heart and in my mind
I rescue myself alone.

I heal my heart that has been
wounded
by an arrow
the love of my life left me
for dead

piercing the veil of the shiniest star
that looks down on me
with good tiding.

I have a misfortune to love
what I love and to know what I know.
Everything else is transient.

SPIRALING.

I am spiraling out of control.
Downward I go like a whirlpool.
My mind is a whirlpool that goes
and goes.

I am tapping my innermost force to
be reckoned with.
I eat salad like there's no tomorrow.
Drink a powdery substance until I am
bled dry.
I am a weathered vein.

I peel and fold
like a potato that is withered like
a stem.
I am gone.

I come.