Friday, April 26, 2019

WHY CAN'T ADULTS.

WHY CAN'T ADULTS

Why can't adults act like adults and stop acting like
children?
Why can't they live in the sea of today
instead of the sea of tomorrow?
Why can't we dwell when hope will collide,
and things are broken and torn down in ruins?

Why do we live in a perfect picture image,
where nothing is shattered and lives are not
grown?
On the edge of the world where hope is bestowed.
Love is an ingrown nail that follows like lilies.

Some people do not hear the wind in the windows
or feel the pain of their blood running down their
hands,
shadows and moonbeams are just as strange,
and we cannot live on the moon because
the moon is strange,
shifting patterns of light and darkness.

Oceans and vast and unique in their days,
and everything is wrought of vision and destiny,
but everything is torn and hope is broken.
We strive to win but nothing will win.
Everything is torn of darkness.

Monday, April 22, 2019

HAVE YOU TRIED.

HAVE YOU TRIED

Have you tried to see me at the end of the ocean
where nothing is more solid than gold.
Everything is more transparent than weather
that is old,
and the shadow of courage is lost in the end.

Taking nothing more than anything
we weather like fear;
broken like yesterday all the words
are quite clear.

I fold like diamonds on the edge of a river,
I melt like courage at the head of a giver.

Round we go like a little lost fish,
it would be in sorrow that we give us a wish.
In the broken world that we know of today,
hope is a garden that is helpful along the way.

Folding like flowers we know what to do,
on the brink of extinction we have risen anew.
The world is more solid than that of gold,
the world is for the strong and the bold.


Wednesday, April 17, 2019

ANEW.

ANEW

A sunset is a void of color
etched in the lot of time
it is yours and it is mine
like a shard of grass

that doesn't bend
in times of dew colors mend
tomorrow is both near and far

beyond the setting of the star
into the world where we grew
all we held was life anew

Friday, April 12, 2019

where u r i think of u.

where you are, i think of u.

where you are, i think of you
like soldiers on a silent hill.
your voice it whispers like mountains.
sound folds in a cave.

i hate people who abuse my trust,
who put themselves above other people.
who trap themselves when they don't need
to be trapped,
a person whose wrist needs to be slapped.

i am strong and i am willed.
my lover is harder than anything.
in my heart i am not gone.

the night is gone for the taking.
where you are, i think of you,
like night molding out of dew.

twilight sparkles in the night.
some things go and some things come.
out of all the darkness,

a man stands in a corner like a prop,
and thoughts whisper in my mind
and i am stiller than the dark.

drifting outward in sleep.

DRIFTING OUTWARD IN SLEEP

The house stands close to midnight.
It is alone with its thoughts.
The thoughts are half-willed.

Drifting outward in sleep.
All we have left are our dreams.
He is with me; he is in me.
He is the man I do not know.
He is pain and he is sorrow.
Nothing without will or pain.
A light goes on in someone's house.

The motorcycle gets tossed in the gutter.
Someone's breath is moving so shrill.
The house is empty. Life is gone.

I'm finally ending myself. All the pain
will be gone, just words on a page,
it is raining, nothing left for me here,
nothing left for me to go on,
just me standing on the end of the world,
alone.

I drift in and out, the waves of the sea.
Whispering to me into the night.
He makes me lonely. I am no one without him.
My best friend who taught me to be alone,
the man who is full of pain.

Sorrow is like sorrow in night.
We are gone. We are not.
Words are wounded.

CLOSE.

CLOSE

In this world time is a shadow
that moves and bends in waves.
Numbers crawl slow as molasses,
and hope furls in song.
I whisper in the night of time.

We don't have many seconds to spare,
on the edge of the shadow that bends,
in time that's wanted wear,
we move in grace and space that mends.

Space is beckoning to the night.
On the end of life we sing in song.
Hope is burrowed into the light.
Love will conquer all our wrongs.

It's snowing, it's raining,
all of life is abating.
Everything we know inside,
is like a dream that will collide.

On the edge of hope and fear,
we do not fade and disappear;
in the tides that run quite near,
hold us close, the ones who are dear.

Thursday, April 11, 2019

ALL WE KNOW.

ALL WE KNOW

I am the shadow of the moon
that flies away on the wind too soon
nothing is barren more than the gray sky
time lessens like shadows in a forgotten eye.

This world is old and dying alone,
I am sitting on top of a tombstone.

Where hope is noiseless in the dark,
I see a shadow, a single spark.

All we know, where we go,
into the time that is broken and gone.
Everything is going fast and slow.
This broken world is dead and alone.

Sunday, April 07, 2019

the solid walls.

the solid walls built around me
etched in the dark

space is filled with beautiful noise
dealt on the edge of promise
a rose is like a rose
a solid noise of pain

the face of light
that drifts outside of truth
nothing is void except
all youth
a love that's bigger than life
left with sins
turning with strife
the end of all things
marked with sorrow
taken and broken
sorrow filled
like soldiers walking
on edges unfurled.

in terrible pain
we walk the world
with marks of greed
and standing in rain
lights are folded
like flowers

you're not in love with her.

you're not in love with her

you're not in love with her
yes i am
i said to the man standing
at the end of his driveway
looking off into the sunset
as if he were dreaming of me
and my wife, riding in a motorcycle
and talking about meat and wine

and suddenly a caterpillar walks
across the sidewalk
careful of its movement
minding its own business

you are a unique design
the caterpillar said to the man
don't believe what they say
it's hard says the man
as he watches the man on the
motorcycle fly by

and he himself lives in an ancient
house full of moth balls
and he drowns out his sorrows
with guitar music and hides in shame

but the woman loves him all the same
in a faraway world where the grass
is green and he is not in it.

his eyes are like glass stars
that reflect nothing
i don't know what else to say about him
she says to the caterpillar
and he looks on into nothing
thinking of the best way to
explain his thoughts
which are molded on
the sidewalk forever
etched in sand and time.

Saturday, April 06, 2019

WATER FLOWS.

WATER FLOWS

The water flows through
the mountain.
In a covered wagon,
I walk and roam all of this mess,
the mess that's called a planet,
the world that is full of noise
and sound,
where whispers are covered in grease
and grime.
Laughter fills the night with noise.
Everything goes on its course.
Like shadows that move and weave
through the water,
everything makes us tumble through
a land of horrible laughter
and grief.

The man who calls himself a wizard
laughs and laughs
and then there is nothing but the woods
and fields
where meat-eaters roam,
and vegetables come from a garden
of rabbits who eat it
and venomous spiders
and tickled worms weave like nights.
I surrender myself to you,
like a shadow that is on the edge
of twilight,
where night is gone and alone.
And people learn how to whisper
and weave sad voices into nothing.

And time fades and ends like
the world that watches and waits
and yesterdays are what they were before
the eve of destruction.

Tuesday, April 02, 2019

GIRLS.

Why can't some girls just move on from somebody? I know my bf is cute and all but there millions of cute men with the same attributes as you. Just move on, bitch, really. And if you don't understand yourself you shouldn't be marrying nobody. I remember reading the poem "Alone" and then I was all like, "Here we go," then I realized he married his cousin and I was all like wth. Just when you think you can look up to somebody, like a writer, you find out reading is also a lie. And what are people knocking books for? Twilight was worth about 393 million and it only cost $800 bucks for all that paper and postage and shit, damn, have some sense, people.

Monday, April 01, 2019

THE MOOSE.

THE MOOSE

In the woods the world
shimmers and shakes
and things materialize
at the center of controversy

lies the utmost respect
for diversity
the trail of tears
reigns like time

you are yours and you are mine
it is like the blind leading
the blind into excursions
unknown

there are waters folding out of
flowers
and break down into sieves

all the stories in the world
are not withheld
i brought them to you dear
without a rhyme or reason
without a method of fear
or brought by any season.

Tomorrow time might be withheld
by the storms of light unfurled
broken down by the winds
are the thieves of night.

The brown fur, the hapless god
he trods through the snow.
In the season he will go;
without wasting life by being slow.